
i m changing unconsciously..
not a girl anymore but still not yet a woman
but starting to think, talk and act like an adult already..
i hate the change..it's complicated being an adult!
recently i got the sudden urge or impulse to many things:
1) cut & dye my hair NOW!
2) eager for in-line skating! wanna skate more..
3) take up musical instrument lessons (guitar or piano?)
4) Learn dancing??
5) Go overseas!!!
6) do some volunteering work/social work..
7) Do something special for Beloved!
8) Meet my friends! hang out..
9) Buy new clothes..change my dressing sense..
10) See him like right here, right now!
i miss beloved,the old me and friends...

God bless! love you!
i know u have been reading my blog secretly right?
haha..always knowing all the things i didn't tell u=X
caught u!
nights earthlings!=)