Friday, September 28, 2007 11:23 PM
Quote of the day
"Happiness lies for those who cry,
those who hurt,
those who have searched,
and those who tried,
for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives."
" The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything;
They just make the most of everything that comes along. "
i realised ther r people tht hv touched my life,but yet i nv told them hw special or important they mean to me.
many unspoken gratitude n thank-u's.
all hidden deep inside my heart.
i want to treasure u guys!
luv<3
today,
~oh~happy day~
fire-cracker
(too little le so nt really fun but still thank u)
happy for jero's victory!
for myself: save,save, save mOney!!
alot of things need to save up for.
another thing to save up for..
overseas trip with classmates after we graduate=D
my blog is boring
Wednesday, September 26, 2007 9:57 PM
From my unknowing slumber,I was awake to find a new day.
And for a split second it takes to accumulate my wits,
I subconsciously pause to ponder,to reflect
On Yesterday,Today,Tomorrow...n myself
Shall i focus on...
The sorrow that found me and ruined my yesterday
Or the fact that I got through it,challenged yet okay
Shall i focus on...
The aches that more and more often come my way
Or the wisdom of years that grows stronger everyday
Shall i focus on...
The lost manners,the lack of courtesy people display
Or the smiles derived from the Thank-you's that i say
Shall i focus on...
The stress,difficulties that seem to come my way
Or the amazing power I possess to make an impact today
A second later a familiar realization lights the way
Yesterday is no longer mine to contemplate
And Tomorrow never was
All i really have is Today and myself
I stretch,smile,and decided to open my eyes
I will not waste another second of this gift...My new day!
D.Anthony
Tuesday, September 25, 2007 10:30 PM
been lazy to update my blog after blogger locked my blog for being suspected of being a SPAMMED blog...stupidly lame la..
So here is a summary of last few days:
SAT:
worship practice @ church,hElped a little in the kid's tuition, city-harvest service,dinner@ bedok(niCe foOd),sleepover @ aunty Sarah hse.SUN:
churched,slaCked @ church,zzZZ,watched a show play "The story of Ruth" (superbly touching; loved the mUsicAl,skilled aCting,great meAning behinD the stOry)...MON:
attachment(Morning reach office,fOund wOrk tO be dOne,already on my desk).did three cases!hOmed
TODAY:attachment(given mOre wOrk lOad!!given mOre cases to dO!!)beginin to familarise work,got work to do..time pass veri fast, lunch me n ling went Gelare eat waffle wif iCe-cream tOppin(yUmmy).
After wOrk,meEt jerO, i went imm visit my wOrkin plaCe "GUARDIAN"..misSed wOrkin.. o.O..the place changed alot...i wAn gO baCk wOrk soOn!!!..den dinner eat KFC(crAvings!) with jero..
moOncake festival tOday...i superbly nO moOd..ppl gO eat moOn-cAke,plAy lantern..i at hOme alone..=( miserable...
lAtely nO appetite tO eat..but hv many crAvings fOr "rubbish" n snAcks..
"whEn i felt abandOned,alOne n lOst,u were there fOr mE.my heArt was tOuched n filled with unspOken gratitude."Thursday, September 20, 2007 9:27 PM
i am begining to like my attachments!!
i like my new supervisor!!superbly niCe gentleman..sOmetimes he dO things is alsO damn "cute"=D
i like the new wOrking atmOsphere!! i hAte damn quiet office..nw at leaSt can heAr ppl vOices..sOmetimes able tO hear gossips..=X
i likE stAff ther,friEndly!!sOmetimes will cOme chAt chat wif mE..
bEst is i hv cOmputer!!keeps me cOmpany..
beEn lEarning alOt frm my supErvisor..
he brinGs me ard wif him if hE meetin ppl(QP)..hv discussions..go Out-fields..
i m able tO meet pl..able tO see propOsed develOpments even befOre it's beEn built..hehe
hE dOes the wOrk..i observe and leArn hw it's been dOne..haha..
Actually ther is nOthing mUch i can dO for him..
mOSt of the timE i m slAckin...
internEt..e-buddy chAt..till gO home..
tis few dAys been gd girl..
gOin hOme strAight after wOrk..
bUt kinda siAnz..
ther isn't any dinner coOked..Lolz..
and mOm dOesn't care..
ArrRgh!!
"gOin bAck tO square one"
Wednesday, September 19, 2007 9:34 PM
"When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us." -Helen Keller
"Happiness does not depend on outward things, but on the way we see them."-Leo Tolstoy
"Life is like riding a bicycle. You don't fall off unless you plan to stop peddling"- Claude Pepper
"An eye for eye only ends up making the whole world blind"- M.K. Gandhi
"Wait on the Lord, be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart. Wait, I say on the Lord."- Psalms 27:14
"The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged." - Deuteronomy 31:8
:( + :) = :S
Monday, September 17, 2007 10:06 PM
cAn't stOp the teArs rollin dOwn...silent cry...can't stop crying..
i m really veri hurt..feel lik my heart is broken into million million pieces..tht it's wounds is bleeding...a part of me is dying..why do u alwAys hv tO humiliAte me n say thOse meanful,hurtful words tO mE..='( i wish u would love me with jus some motherly love...or show me a hint that u do love me..many times i feel unwanted..i feel like rejected..i don't feel loved..i even knOw i wasn't even wanted in the begining...='( sOmetimes i feel all alone to fight for myself in this world..don't seem to see u help me even when i m struggling...everytime i tried to tell myself u do care for me,but jUs express it in a wrong way...but i sometimes just don't understand u..u don't seem to care abt hw i feel n think..each time,u always hv to crush me into pieces tht i feel so worthless..i m veri tired..feel like i m alwAys tryin sO hard to pls u..i can't be myself infrOnt of u,i alwAys hv tO pretend tO be whAt u wan me tO be..my heart is closed up again..i had tried so hard to open up myself to ppl ard me..but somehw nw...u hurt me so badly tht i feel like isolatin myself frm everyone..i can't hv any hopes nor dreams because i dare nt hv any....i m nt a doll..i m a person with feelings n thoughts..i feel like running away..='( i wish i could jus fade away...mAybe it's all my fAult..='( Sunday, September 16, 2007 10:02 PM
churched..after tht
jEro n I went tO ang mo kio eat n walk walk...
the plAce is damn niCe!gOt lOtz of tEmptin foOd n shOps...n tht area sOmehw has three
GUARDIAN stores!!..
AMK hub thE foOd all loOk veri temptin..had trOuble decidinG whAt tO eAt beCaUse toO many chOices..thE infra-structure and shOps also can fiGht wif vivo-city..
hAd peelin
prAwn cOmpetitiOn wif jerO..(using chOpstiCks n spoOn)
left side his,right mine..
see the diff?one is mOre niCer loOkin thAn the othEr..haha
muahahaha..my prawn peelin skills is pro de lor..
if nOt hw to live up tO my surname "SEAH"....haha
the hub outside alsO hav lotz of shOphses..like paradise..
i m nOt loOkin fOrwArd tO tmr! stArtin of anOther wk of bOring attaChmentz=(...bUt God's wif me..prAy tht thinGs will gEt better.. 8:49 PM
Saturdaywent church for worship practice den City-harvest..and stayed over at aunty sarah hse..
"tO whOm mUch is givEn,mUch is reQuireD frOm him"Luke 12:48"nOt fOrgettin whAt God hAs dOne n blessed mE "
"remember where I came frm,n hw he chAnged mE n my life, and bOught mE throUgh tO todAy"
i wan tO dO mOre for Jesus..mOre cOmmittment tO him!!i wAn let ppl knOw abt his goOdnesS!
sOmetimes i feel frustrated wif myself,feel i m veri louSy..bUt loOkin baCk i realiseD thE me in the pAst is sO muCh wOrse off thAn nw..n slOwly begAn tO remEmbEr hw God has chAnged me n my life all tis yrs..
"
cOntinue tO chAnge me,i dOn't wanna be the sAme!I wAn tO live fOr u!"nO longer I..
Friday, September 14, 2007 9:17 PM
APMC = CMQE = BPRJ = B+RCD = A (totally unbElievable!!)SIR = BWISP = BGPA:3.2shOck n amazed!!..sO much highEr than wAt i expected!!expected just pass.. it'S the higheSt GPA i hv sO far...thAnkful n praise God..m sO blessed..sOmehw i feel i wOuldn't hv dOne it withOut him..bUt i wasn't feelin hAppi or anything..tO me it didn't mattered if i did sO well...can pass jiu can ler..bUt it's a bOnus..spEnt my last miserable day at bOrin offiCe,rOttin..after tht eat dinner wif sharilyn,kenneth n kel @al ameen..hOmed..feelin kindA emo riGht nw..mAny thinGz rUnning thRough my heAd..my logical mind is fighting against the emOtiOns of my heart...='( struggling to free myself..but somehw the heArt seems to be aching...
Thursday, September 13, 2007 10:17 PM
bOring dAy at attaChmEntz as usuAl..
tis timE thEy didn't even gif mE anything tO reAd..
i evEn went Over tO thE in-chArge tO ask him..
sO i dOn't really cAre le..
thEy dun gif me anythinG tO do
i dO own thinGs lor..dO it opEnly..
spEnt mOst of thE timE smS-ing..
reAd my boOk,
MARS and VENUS STARTING OVER..
hv loOng quiet timE..hehe
fAll asleEp too..
slAck..
sOmwhw i misS sch..
i see the ppl at at my offiCe is alwAys bUsy..
hv nv endinG piles of wOrk..endlesS cAlls..
sOme hw i leArn tO appreciAte sch lifE...
aftEr wOrk wEnt shOp awhile wif
ling,ling2,jC
while wAitin fOr hui Qi..
hAd dinnEr with
Hui Qi @ pepper lunch
cuz it wAs her firSt time eAtin tht..
eventhOugh we dun keep in cOntact much,
n Oni meet onCe in a blUe..
bUt yet,there is a sense of clOsenesS..
sOmehw sweet n cUte mEmories of pri sch dAys nv leFt us..
after tht tAlked,wAlked,shopped den hOmed..
30th Aug
Wednesday, September 12, 2007 10:54 PM
10:36 PM
spEnd hrs dOin up tis blOg..lOlz..it's was all dOne from sketch!!
everythinG doNe by me!!cn u believe it!?
at first wAnted tO chAnge the blogskin jUs by cOpy n paste HTML but sOmehw every skin tht i try..it sAys the code is incOmplete or incOrrect..try many mAny times till TU LEN!..gif up!
den jiu ownself tRy tO figUre out hw they dO the code by analysing the cOdes of the skins..
finAlly..
mAnaged tO achieve thiS!!nOt bad ba..hehe..
even background is i use paint programme dO de wor...
this bLog is unqiuely MEI EN..cOpyriGht..
hAd peelin prAwn cOmpetitiOn wif jerO..(using chOpstiCks n spoOn)
