Life is wonderful..

Wednesday, February 27, 2008 10:59 PM

My birthday!!

i really wan to thank all my frenz

for making my birthday a memorable one

firstly,

thank you sec frenz for celebrating with me on the eve of my birthday

thank you kenneth,sharilyn,jing yuan,shawn,wei chin n jeremy.

and thank you for the present

i really liked it alot^.^

THAnk you kel for opening ur hse n also for ur present,

but sorry for hving to go off early due to my cerfew>.<

i wished i was able to stay longer...

n thanks for callin me at 12 to wish me birthday!

thank you to those who wished me through messages n callin..

esther,ling,jun chuan,jolin,aunty sarah,jeremiah jian hao,aunty lydia,siti n wei boon

thanks..=)

thank you church bros n sis for callin my phone n singing birthday song to me

i was surpised n touched..>.<

n nt to forget also thank poly frenz for celebration on the last day of sch,

n also chinghui for the treat..hee..

and lastly,

thank you dear

for spendin my birthday together with me today.

really enjoyed the movie,

love the time spent with u

love the present!!!

and also stayin up on the eve to wish me birthday

thanks youz!!!

i feel like the happies girl on earth...lol

so happy so happy so content..hee

shall upload pics soon..

when i get all the pics frm the others..

hee>.<

Tuesday, February 26, 2008 2:51 PM

today woke up feelin heavy hearted.dunnO what..was worried?or has something happened to dear?feelin lost?feeling tired?but after chatting with aunty Lydia,suddenly felt like a heavy burden released from my chest,my spirit lifted or like the something struck me n activated my holy spirit fire for God?.Somehow indeed God is real n he knows everything n he works in interesting ways..How could i forget his goodness or forget everything tht he has done in my life...how could i break his heart n drift away..i want to draw back closer to him..to have the passion tht i once used to have or be even more on fire for him..seekin his kingdom n his righteousness first..to have the closeness n love i use to have,to be able to hear his voice n his heartbeat..or i wan to be even closer...i feel like i have been so filled with his love,his hope,his grace right now tht i want to burst out singing a praise song unto his name..today i shall make a committment with God..to attend church prayer meeting!i feel his goodness!i want to praise his name forever n ever!

"in tht,i command you today

to love the Lord your God,

to walk in his ways,

and to keep his commandments,

his statutes, and His judgements,

tht u may live and multiply;

and the Lord your God

will bless you in the Land which u go to possess."

Deuteronomy 30:16

Sunday, February 24, 2008 8:55 PM

love of my life

he loOks serious...xD

he was tryin to act man..=X..hee

our happy,sad n angry...=D

he is soooo cute=D

who's the bigger bully?haha

with u by my side...

luvz

he trying to act man again...lol=D

the life of mine only u alone can complete..luvz..

Saturday, February 23, 2008 10:47 PM

Fri,22 feb

Macritchie reservoir hike

pictures are taken frm ling..hee

a pic on a tree tunk above..lalala

tree-top walk..yAy..

gals..high up..

leaf to shelter?hee=)

gals use leaf to shelter..guys?

erm..they use to it cover their erm..lol

came to a pond of turtle,saw ard 11 of them inside..
tis one stikin for pose of us>.<

up n down>.<
alot of slopes n loooong staircases

monkey..lots of them

stream of water fall..

we were lost...i was tired n hungry...=(

but we had company..

adventure to discover..

slow n steady

the six youthful rangers..

tht day..we walked like almost more than 10km>.<

hiked frm 9 plus-2.30

after the walk,felt my legs were like goin to break..

damn tiring but was fun=)

Friday, February 22, 2008 9:28 PM

LAST DAY OF SCH

19 feb,tues

february babies:eugene,me n roger

everybody..prepare

ready...

HUAT Ar!!!
everyone high,in the end...table,floor,hand even head also kana..

p.s. u are the reason for me to be happy n a strength to carry on=)

but at the same time i need God more than ever.

Thursday, February 21, 2008 7:58 PM

i feel like a bird without it's wings
wanting to fly..
yet dunnO hw to..
nO one taught me how to spread my wings n fly
fly n fly as high as i can
i feel so worthless,helpless n insecure n fearful of the future..
having parents seems like don't have..
they were nv there for me
i feel like a child left alone to survive on her own
with no one to protect her frm the cruelty of the world
like a child tht lost it's way...
but there aren't anybody there to help her..
hw i yearn for the parental love ..
the love tht i can feel parents giving to their children
but a love i nv felt comin frm my own parents
they were nv proud of me,
sometimes i even wonder my existance was a mistake
life..what is life..
God...i m sorry

sometimes i jus feel "weak",let me stay "weak" for awhile

Monday, February 18, 2008 4:04 PM

Yoz..it's 4pm already..

n i hvn't start study for my tmr test.=X

in deep shit

jus watch finish a movie on sogou.com

"A moment to remember"

it's a korean movie

super super nice

veri veri touching

i teared alot la..*cry*

the best movie i liked so far ba..