I want to be a filial daughter..
looking at my mom n father's increasing white hair, troubled wrinkles
and tired faces cause me heartaches...
as i know day by day..
they are getting older n their days are numbered..
one day they may even leave me='(
family relationships are my weakest in my life..
and it is family issues that caused me the most heartaches..
my family has many problems,is far from perfect...
nt as closely-knitted...
we dun talk much..we dun go spend much time together...
most of time we are all just doing our own things..
sometimes i feel unwanted,hurt and frustrated..
but in the end of the day...
i know we still care abt one another..
just that we dun express it or show it in the wrong way
i love them..n they will always be my one n only family
recently my dad went for a operation to remove cancer cells
it was lucky tht it was discovered early before it spread...
because of that..i didn't see him for a few days..
it just didn't felt right..
mom was busy..driving to n fro from work, hospital n home
seeing her tired n exhausted face...
really saddens me..
time is ticking..i am going to promise myself
to make more effort in being a good daughter..
there is not alot of time to be filial..
sorry mom..for causing u worries n heartaches..
is it time?
