i m back to blogging=)
Good news first, THINGS I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO:1)baby is going to POP on
8th Dec! which means it is one week more to end my baby's suffering in camp!!
and more time to spend with him=))) and a step closer to our future..
2)
7th Dec is my 2nd year anniversary with him!! it's it fast?? time really flies doesn't it?
it seems like just yesterday we got together...love is growing stronger, and i hope it remains this way..
3)i will be finishing my NIE course on
4th Dec!! No more anxiety over crazy assignments or test!!
4)May have a few days holiday before school starts!!hoho=)) I seriously need a break...
i feel like i have run a long race without catching my breath. I feel tired everyday>.<
5)
16-18 Dec - Chalet at Pulua Ubin with baby, his buddy n girlfriend!!!
hope its going to be fun!!!=)looking forward!!>.<
NOW HERE IS ALL THE THINGS I M NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO:1) Seriously, not looking forward to going back to teach in the school....
because of the horrible school politics and the teachers there..
i hope it's better when i m back...the thought of going back scares me off...
imagining myself feeling out of place in school, with no one to turn to...haiz..
i think no one even welcome me back>.<...
but gotta to tell myself to press on..it's doing it for the students, that's why i am there.
Ignore all the negatives and just focusing in giving the students my best.
2)Not looking forward to the new year!!! It's almost the end of the year
...it's so fast..when i look back at the year..i asked myself what have i done/
accomplised??
it's like
errrr...cant think of anything..sigh...and it feels sad..
and each year..i hate the feeling of growing older..i dun wan to grow older..
it's scary..i still feel like i m still a teenager..
nt ready to take on the world..silly
isit?
THING I HAVE BEEN DOING:1) Of course my first priority is spending time with my beloved! Weekends is all i have with him>.<
2) I have been giving tuition for extra cash - saving towards our future!!
3) Recently, in love with the twilight serial.
.that i downloaded the soft copy of the books onto my iphone and have been reading....
4) Draining my braincells frm the NIE training..Assignments/projects...arrrrggghhh..
5) Watching a korean variety show "we got married"..
my new idol is KIM HYUN JOONG..i like his personality=))) cute>.<
THINGS I PLAN TO DO:1) Sign up for courses and learn a new skill:
Hip-hop dance, In-line Skating, Art classs, cooking class, rock climbing..etc..
Anyone wanna join me? i need company to go with..>.<
2) Thinking of organising a birthday party for myself(maybe my 22nd birthday??)
All my life i never had a birthday party before..
eventhough it's nice to have celebrations with friends..but the feeling is different...
when i was a child, i envy my friends who had their parents to organise birthday parties for them...
a beautiful cake, wonderful decorations, many friends bessings and they dress up like the princess for that day..
i want to experience that once for a life time before i turned into an old person and no longer want to celebrate birthdays..
my parents have never wish or give present for my birthday, asking them to celebrate my birthday? it's totally impossible..so i guess all i have is friends!!!! And planning...have to do it myself>.<
3) Do some social work!!! i feel the need to help someone..i dunno..
sometimes..i feel it's in my blood..natually i want and like to help people..
.thinking of volunteering for some overseas outreach or maybe just some community work? i have been saying i want to do it but yet i have not moved my mind, hands or legs to starting on anything>.<
shall stop here for now..been writing alot..will upload photos in the next post..realised my this post is long & wordy..ooppss...oh well..
GOODNIGHT EARTHLINGS<3
