everyday without fail
there is always..
"hows ur job finding?found job ler ma?"
n it goes on n on..
hates it when mama starts her nagging>.<
grrr..i know everyone is concern...
i m tired with myself also..
sometimes i question myself
whether m i tryin hard enough
to get a job for myself...
because i am still living my life
in my lala land
or m i too picky?
as there are seriously alot of jobs available..
for me,
i dun wan to land in a job
that i will be sufferin or dun like
at the same time i also dun really know wat i wan
haiz...yA..maybe i m a pain in the ass..
maybe i shd give myself a slap on the face
to wake up to reality..
time to grow up mayann!
start thinkin n work hard for wat u wan to acheive!
ok ok..since jobs can't come looking for me
Jobs,i m comin after u!!..lol..
my job is comin k..on its way!>.<
hoho..class chalet comin tis fri=)
eventhough there is many frustrations..
seems like alot of things is out of place
thank God i have a gd bf!
who is there to share my troubles n joy..
because of him, gives me a reason
to work hard for the future...
i wouldn't be updatin my blog much
because my laptop is returned to the sch..
nw usin my papa com..
but oni allowed to use for awhile
i wan buy laptop!
ok ok..find my job first den save up!
hope everyone is doing fine..God bless=)
"Scars (Stronger for Life)"
I just want to run
Just want to hide away
Close my eyes to your gaze
Just want to leave
Don’t want to hear them say
“You’re no good at this”
When the world swirls with naysayers
Broken wings and torn pages
The road ahead
Drowning in my tears
Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life
Losing myself
Gaining it back again
Forging strength from weakness
All that I am
All that I’m meant to be
Melting in your hand
Let the world swirl with naysayers
Pickled hearts and sour faces
What is real is what I cannot see
Cut away
All within me
That won’t bear fruit
Cut away
All within me
Scars make us stronger for life
label:I wan to be stronger!
