Money is IMPORTANT!but it's nt everything..
i wish i had alot of mOney!!!!
nOt because i want to be rich..
bUt so that i dun neEd to worry about many things..
nO need worry abt nt enough to pay my bills,
nt enough money for my daily expenses..
everyday is like calculating how much money
i need to limit myself to spending..
even eat also hv to look at the price first...
want to buy things i wan also can't buy...
no matter how hard i try to avoid the issue of money
it's has always been a big source of problem in my life..
i hated money..because my parents always quarrel because of it
to them,money is like everything...
even when they look at people,they will see if he's rich or poor
which i grow up hating their perspective
but no matter how much i hated money
many times i always needed it so much..
because without money..
ther is many things u can't do n can't have...
it's so true..=(
even frm a young age..i already started worryin abt money
many times i was penniless
the feeling really suxz..it feels really insecure..
the worse feeling is when ur parents don't bother or care..
they are able to support u but they dun wan to..
they rather spent money on big thing tht are nt neccessary
but jus to show off..
its even worse when u borrow frm them
and they scold u n make u feel as if u owe them a big debt...
but maybe it's through tis problems..i learnt many things
i learnt the value of money..nt to anyhow spent..
experience the feeling of being poor to help the ones in need
i learnt to be independant...
to use my own hands to earn my own money
and also thankful to God for bringin me through
all the financial difficulities i faced in many ways=)
i learnt to be easily content with what i have...
jus havin what is needed..
so right nw..
what i want to do is:
i want to get faster find a good job with goOd pay!!!!
nO need to be a high pay but maybe jus a good pay
tht is enough for me to spend n some extras to save up...
