today woke up feelin heavy hearted.dunnO what..was worried?or has something happened to dear?feelin lost?feeling tired?but after chatting with aunty Lydia,suddenly felt like a heavy burden released from my chest,my spirit lifted or like the something struck me n activated my holy spirit fire for God?.Somehow indeed God is real n he knows everything n he works in interesting ways..How could i forget his goodness or forget everything tht he has done in my life...how could i break his heart n drift away..i want to draw back closer to him..to have the passion tht i once used to have or be even more on fire for him..seekin his kingdom n his righteousness first..to have the closeness n love i use to have,to be able to hear his voice n his heartbeat..or i wan to be even closer...i feel like i have been so filled with his love,his hope,his grace right now tht i want to burst out singing a praise song unto his name..today i shall make a committment with God..to attend church prayer meeting!i feel his goodness!i want to praise his name forever n ever!
"in tht,i command you today
to love the Lord your God,
to walk in his ways,
and to keep his commandments,
his statutes, and His judgements,
tht u may live and multiply;
and the Lord your God
will bless you in the Land which u go to possess."
Deuteronomy 30:16
