TOday is a freaking bad day
mOrning was abt leave hOme go sch do finish my fyp
then daddy told me he feelin veri unwell..
needs to go hospital..
then i had to go accompany him
because he seems like can collapse anytime..
mom was in sch,bro is at work..
so tht left with me..
rush out to get a taxi
got to NUH...
the bloody hospital system there suxz
ask us go here,go there
wait here wait there..
refer here,refer there..
waited like hours..
got there 9.20am..
den 11am still waitin
then because my daddy told me still hv to wait veri long..
ask me go first..pointless waitin..
so i left to sch..
cabbed down to sch
meet ling n lingling..
we had a really headache time doin the report
all of us was tired,hungry and frustrated
by the time we finish doin everything
it was already 5 plus
i was feeling terribly hungry..
but was lazy to buy food...
so jus grab a bread and strawberry milk in sch..
n tht was my breakfast,lunch n dinner!lol
anyway,daddy is admitted to hospital..
stayin there..
nt sure hw many days..
tis is jus nt a nice timin la..CNY..sianz
weird..CNY with dad in the hospital=(
mommy has been busy buying a food n snacks
for the CNY celebration at our hse
our two fridges is packed with things..
table also!!!
mom bought three large curtains of oranges..LOL
anyway..will post some pics to let u guys see
our hse is loaded with foOd!!
my hse nw veri nice,
decorated with CNY decorations..
dear also nt feelin well=(
high fever n headache..
pray he faster get well!!
today went hospital,i felt uncomfortable
i hate hospitals
even if it was to visit
because i will veri uncomfortable when i see people sick
i will feel sick too..
last time when i was in sec sch,
daddy use to be admitted to hospital a few times
some was he collapse on the streets..
mom use to cried whether she receive the calls tht dad was in hospital
n i use to cried n was afraid to lose him
daddy's old n i am so afraid one day he might jus leave us
but nw it seems tht we are numb to such things ler
it happens too often..
gosh..i miss daddy=(
eventhough dad n me speaks veri little
but he always shows love tht mama nv shows
i remember my birthdays,
daddy will be the oni one in my family who will remember n care..
mama dun even care even if she knows
he will sometimes give me angpao..
though it's nt much,but it means alot..
daddy will sometimes discuss with me abt my future..
he cares to know what i feel n wan..
but mommy on the hand does nt...
mama jus decides on what she thinks
because i am nt given allowance frm my parents
my pocket money is all tht i earn n save frm working..
sometimes,daddy out of the blue will give me $10
n most of the time,it was always the times when i was in need of money..
always feel so *touched*
while mommy on the other hand..
even if i was to borrow money frm her because i was broke
she would scold me say i overspent..
tht's why i hate bother even to talk to her abt my financial difficulties..
mama shows her love differently..
she shows it through scolding,controllin and sayin me
sometimes makes me feel hurt
bUt all in all
i love my parents
n hOpe they can stay healthy,strong, n live a long time=)
