i feel like a bird without it's wings
wanting to fly..
yet dunnO hw to..
nO one taught me how to spread my wings n fly
fly n fly as high as i can
i feel so worthless,helpless n insecure n fearful of the future..
having parents seems like don't have..
they were nv there for me
i feel like a child left alone to survive on her own
with no one to protect her frm the cruelty of the world
like a child tht lost it's way...
but there aren't anybody there to help her..
hw i yearn for the parental love ..
the love tht i can feel parents giving to their children
but a love i nv felt comin frm my own parents
they were nv proud of me,
sometimes i even wonder my existance was a mistake
life..what is life..
God...i m sorry

sometimes i jus feel "weak",let me stay "weak" for awhile