right nw i urge to any of the below..
-play archade!!!
-ice-skating!!!
-cycling!!
-running!!
-kick or punch any punching bags..
or maybe jus do any sport ba..
anything that can relieve my sorrows n sian-ness..
becomin brOke sOon..
hvn't been workin due to lotz of projectz n assignmentz
n been spendin lotz of money on food
becUz lately mama nv coOk
somehw i hv become sick of eating..
siAnz ba..
i missed n crave veri much for home-coOk foOd
because nOthing taste better than tht..
mayann mayann..
time to eat less n maybe save some spare money..
today..
meet dear for lunch..
but end up..
i cried like a baby in dear's arms..
dunno why the tears came rolling dwn
couldn't control it..
i wanted to hide the sorrow tht was in my eyes..
but somehw i couldn't..
i wanted to tell him what's on my mind..
bUt somehw even opening my mouth become so hard..
den while eatin
there was an long awkward of silence
but in end..
bursting in tears
n managed to tell him..
n in his arms..
is where i can find comfort..
=)
and after my sch
i had a sudden urge to cut my hair
so i went clementi cut hair>.<
den after which
dear meet me go je play archade...
after throwing some basketballs,shooting,racing..
was feeling better=)
sch has been taxing..
projects,endless assignmentz..
soOn will be examz
addin to it..
conflictz between friends..
the big one happy clique that use to hv class outings,chalets
since yr 1 to yr 2..
is like split or shattered..
somehw i even seE ugliness in people tht i nv see before..
though i am nt the ones involved but i feel sad such things are happenin..
i feel there is veri nO point to hurt feelings
because of unhappiness while doin projects
its nt so nt worth it...
maybe is goOd ba, prepare myself for the real working world..
i wouldn't be like them..
but at least i will try to shiam n shiam as much as i can...
so nt so be too shock or caught unprepared for such situations..
n get hurt>.<
-
