lately i hv been thinkin alot..
As my graduation n 20 th b'day draws nearer
i can't help bUt to think of the new challenges that is in front of me..
nO longer m i a child nor a teenager..i m nOw an adult..
my thinking really have changed
no longer do i think of frenz,having fun or goin out,spending money..
suddenly i have serious thoughts abt my future..
my future working life,my future spouse,even marriage....
thoughts about saving my money for the future instead of spending them..
thoughts on my future working life..anxiety to get a jOb right after sch ends..
thought abt my bf...will he be with me till the end..will he stand by me nO matter what happens?
thinkin abt moving out to stay bUt i have to start learning to be independant and know alot of living skills..
thinking about God and how i can serve more n do more for church..
n many more...
i have never thought so much abt my future before..in the past,always a happy-go-lucky person..what comes along goes along..i would embrace it..nv planned anything for my life before
bUt nOw..thOughts of planning for future creepz in..
bUt one thing i knOw is...
MY FUTURE IS IN GOD"S HANDS so i m not afraid..God will direct me in the way that i shd go..
