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today sch organised a NUS talk
suppose to be a motivating talk promoting degrees in civil n environment
but to me n my frenz,
it was more of DEMORALISING than motivating
firstly,when they talked about the bright future we had ahead
as tht two sectors are increasing growin in demand
we were kinda like
hmm..nt bad..
but when they talked about the result requiremnt n the sch fees..
result requirement:MINIMUM GPA MUST BE At least 3 n above..
sch fees:$5000 per year,including all the expenses n stuff,totals up to $36000 for the course of study,
after listening to tht
felt like as though we were thrown down from cloud nine to the depths of the earth!
i think we can't even make it la,with our sucky results,
think also dun think abt gettin into Uni ba..
my theory:
NO GOOD RESULT
NO TALENT
NO MONEY
NO CCA
equals to
NO HOPE,NO BRIGHT FUTURE..
right now the thought of graudatin is scary,
firstly i dun even know where i will be headin to,
what i am doin to do..
or even worse
is there any doors opened for me,seems like none
or do i even have any choice,
with my nt-so-good results n nt-much acheivemnts in my sch life
can i even get a job?
the road ahead of me is so unsure
i don't even know where i am walkin
i seemed be lost
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let things come naturally????
haiz..haiz..haiz..
