SUSHI
mOnday me and lingling wEnt ling hse tO mAke sushi
made sushi rolls...
and...
The sushi family:fierce papa,pretty mama,smiley meimei n boyboy
taste good>.<
finally fuilfilled my promise>.<
i realise i m sentimental nowadays
like i hv nO control over my emotions..
one moment..i can be huha..cheerful,jokin around n full of smiles
the next moment..u can will find me superbly quiet and down..
maybe it's because i m easily affected by people n surroundings.
tis week is already the third week of the sch
but i m still clueless abt my studies
totally blur abt what the teacher is teaching..
nv left sO lost before..
adding to it..
lotz of projectz n assignments on hand,
don't even know how to get started..
one part of me wished to faster finish my poly sch life,
another is fearing of finishin it
i am always strucken by sudden fear..
fear of the future!
i keep asking myself what is it i m goin to do after graduation
but can't seem to find the ans..
all i know is i m goin to work..
n people say the workin world is scary!
i find that i have changedchanged till i don't know myself sometimes.
sometimes i miss my old me..
the quiet me..
the one that hasn't have much emotionz n thoughtz
the one whose mind is always blank and empty
the boring yet simple me
the girl full of positive thoughtz..
COMPLICATIONS n CONTRIDICTINSi HATE them
but many times they are jUs sO unavoidable..
ok..i am feelin all alone again..
The sushi family:fierce papa,pretty mama,smiley meimei n boyboy
taste good>.<