wake up feelin terrible n sucky
somehw i feel veri empty n insecure..
IS THER ANYTHING LOOKIN FORWARD TO??
i keep hv tht feeling over n over again..
i hATE it!!
why can't i stOp feelin tht way??
i wish it wOuld jus disappear fOrever...
it's killing mE!!get away frm me!!
but
THANK GOD
i felt better after reading his word..
cravings,cravings n alot of things i
want to do!!
trim n dye my hair(my hair suxz)
chocolate buffet at fullerton hotel!!!>.<
shOp fOr nEw clothes fOr nx sEmester(lacKing of clOthes)
exercise!!!(shed thOse fats)
wan gO beach!!(i wan tan!!i miss the sun!!)
iCe-skating??cycling??sO lOng nv did any spOrts le=(
nOt tO fOrgEt..tO bUy nEw HP!!!
but loOkin at the list...
i really need $$$$$$ n time!!
attachment left 1 wk..den sch will start..haiz..
i guess i will chiong part-time job when sch starts..
wOrk,wOrk, earn more money,n save more money!!
i am gOin to be brOke soOn..