MONDAY(15/10)
back to sch..mixed feelings..
didn't feel like studying..
sch ended 12..
went westmall with classmates
den a few of us went to watch RESIDENT EVIL 3
jc,jan,eugene,zy,hafiz,jr
the movie was alright
i wld rate it 7/10?
i heart was like pumping during the movie
but most of the time,
i was shocked by the sound..
went sch to see our supervior,sammi abt our fyp,
damnz..we really hv lotz we need to do..
tis sem really mus chiong,can't slack anymore..
jia you!!!
after which,me,ling n jc went imm..
eat n shop ard
shop for presentz for janice..
i went back guardian for a while,
i m finally goin back to work..>.<
3 hr break,
me n my classmates went al-almeen
it's been a long time since all of us actully went to eat together..
after which,guys went play pool,
girls went see clothes at our familiar store @ beauty world
I HATE PROJECTZ!!!!
it causes hurt feelings=(
i feel i m a jerk
i m a sucker..
but do i hv a choice?
yes,i know do hv..
i could make a choice but i m afraid to take the risk..
in the end i let fear defeat me,
n let my conscience haunt me
but i myself is a weak,
hw am i suppose to sacrifice to be an hero?
i can nv be tht..
i wish i could help u
but i can't even help myself...
all tis jus suxz..is ther anyway out??
someone pls tell me wat to do??
can ther be happy endings for all???
or maybe i shd jus gif up all tht i hv?
i hate myself today for being such a loser!!
i m sorry..
i feel so helpless
=(
p.s happy endings are possible but nv guaranteed..